The opening line reads:

"To open my eyes, to see, to look to contemplate the world, to watch clouds and trees, to behold cities and buildings, to look works of art in the eye, to look men in the eye, to see, to look - ever since childhood this has been my greatest joy"
So that's why I'm a bit late getting started (I've been reading it most of the morning). It's telling that this book should appear in my life at this time, because I left yesterday's session talking about looking at my painting, its influences and inspirations. I'd actually been thinking as I signed off with that post, how was I going to explain my position. I attempted (feebly) to describe the crows and the hats and the figures, but it really didn't hit the mark for me. So I thought I'd attempt a re-do, take a day to clarify where I'm at and where I may be headed, to do a bit of looking around (if only for my own sake). Sorting out my 'Sorts' as it were...

First I should explain that for a time in Santa Fe, I refurbished, repaired, and built from raw felt bodies, cowboy hats (I still reshape hats for friends), and I often wear a cowboy hat. Also, I have amassed a good sized collection souvenir cowboy hats in various materials from bronze to bakelite, in sizes ranging from that of a pencil eraser to about 10 inches in diameter. I have produced abstractions of hats for years in drawings and paintings, and I have taken the basic form of the hat, and composed a series of bronze sculptures
(one such is seen here). Needless to say, for me, hats have become a part of my life. So far these bronze works have come the closest to translating what I feel when I see a hat. Put in words, the line quality of the shape that defines the space is what I am attracted to. When I look at the working sketch above, these three discs and how they interact, is very exciting to me, the rest of the composition is but window dressing.




I do not feel that I can know where all of the inspirations for my work will come from. I can start with a basic premise, but to know every step of the work in advance is to become soulless, a mechanized production port, doing same-o same-o work with each and every painting. Where's the fun in that? Where's the heart? Your imagination is one of the few things you have that is truly your own, it is a gift to yourself from yourself, and should be honored.
I realize the ideas I've represented in this session focus on a small part of this painting. It was my intent to give you some idea of how I work as best as words can describe. I do however hope that these explanations are of some benefit in understanding my process. Part of the impetus for doing these sessions is to clarify myself, I suppose that works both ways...
Paint well...
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